Morning Light

Yellow! How's life? Busy? Steady? I hope everything's going well for you there.. It's getting colder and colder here.. Tidak hanya cuacanya yang super dingin, tapi ditambah juga hujan angin guys.. Minggu lalu, setiap harinya hujan terus tidak berhenti, dari pagi-malam, sampai bingung juga ngliatnya.. Boot shoes and umbrella are 'a must'.. Karena begitu dingin, sempat lho kalau kita lagi berbicara satu sama lain, keluar asap dari mulut.. Brrr.. Ok then, let the story begins.. Enjoy readingggg all..

Minggu lalu adalah minggu-minggu penyesuaian saya untuk kembali ke 'hidup normal'. Ternyata cukup sulit juga lho,hahahhaha.. Saya tetap tidur di malam hari, tapi malam yang dimaksud, sebenarnya bisa dibilang sudah pagi juga, yaitu jam 4-5am.. Lalu bangunnya siang banget sekitar jam 12pm. Selama 2-3 hari berlangsung seperti itu..

Ada 1 hari, dimana saya tidur jam 5, lalu bangun sekitar jam9an pagi..

After waking up, I craved for pancake suddenly.. So I went to McDonald across my apartment and bought   it.. It was so delicious guys!! Uenak tenan bahasa Jowonya, LOL.. Sampai ketawa2 sendiri pas makan,hahahhaha.. Siangnya, saya mulai mengantuk, tapi tidak tidur agar nanti bisa tidur tepat waktu malamnya.. Alhasil, bener deh.. Jam 11pm saya sudah tepar di ranjang.. Dan hari-hari setelah itu, jadwal tidur saya mulai kembali teratur lagi.. Thx God finally :) Maximal jam 2am saya sudah tidur, dan bangun jam9am.. Oke kan ya? Hehehehhe.. Finally benar-benar bisa balik to normal life that I've been missed these last 6 months.. :)

* Seminggu lalu, tiap harinya hujan.. Pada waktu pagi dimana saya pergi ke McD untuk membeli pancake, saya menyadari sesuatu yang tidak pernah saya sadari sebelumnya.. Saat saya keluar gedung apartemen, berjalan ke arah McD, saya melihat genangan air di jalan akibat hujan.. Lalu melihat ke langit, dan ke depan, memandang cukup banyak orang di jalan mengenakan jaket-jaket tebal.. I can feel the winter atmosphere.. At that time, I stopped.. Langkah kaki saya berhenti sejenak..

I don't know why, I was just so happy. Trully happy.. Saya tidak menyangka bisa sesenang itu hanya karena melihat pemandangan air, langit, dan orang-orang di jalan..

Mungkin bagi kalian, hal-hal yang saya sebutkan tadi adalah hal biasa.. Bahkan mungkin terkesan 'aneh' ya bahwa saya bisa seneng banget hanya karena melihat hal itu? Hahahhahahha.. Tapi untuk saya yang sudah merasakan hidup terbalik (worked at 11pm-7:30am), hal-hal kecil itu sungguh memberikan kesan yang luar biasa.. Saya bahkan bertanya kepada diri sendiri kenapa tidak pernah menyadari hal tersebut pada waktu menjalani hidup dengan jam normal dulunya.

Isn't it funny? Previously, I was given the opportunity to enjoy the sunshine and the scenery every day, but I never realized the beauty behind it.. The last 6 months, I lost those views and light.. I missed it.. Now, when the hour of my life is back to normal again, I just feel those things are really beautiful..

I guess words like 'You will know how things are trully means to you once they're gone' is true somehow..

These days, I become a more grateful person.. I learned that things that look ordinary in life, actually some (perhaps most) of them are free gifts from the Creator.. Air, sunlight, scenery, and many others ..Looks simple, but once gone, somehow you will long for it too..

* Thus, I just want to encourage you to be more thankful.. Not only because great things happen in your life, but also due to the USUAL things that are ALREADY in front of you .. Be thankful if you could wake up in the morning, do your activities, and returned home at night to rest again .. Even it looks like a normal thing, seems nothing special in it, still be grateful.. 

There are many people in this world who want to live as normally as you.. You are lucky!

** Never wait until something missing from your life first.. Be aware of what you have at this very moment.. Recognize and treasure its value.. Be grateful for whoever in your inner/outer circle, for whatever happens to you : TODAY.. 

** The things that SEEM NORMAL, can actually have tremendous meaning if we want to look deeply into it.. WIDE AWAKE, friends! WIDE AWAKE..

* Genesis 1:3-4a = And God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light. God saw that the light was good,......

Regards, Cindy